May 2013
16 posts
Celebrities I want to sit and drink at a round...
James Franco
Ryan Gosling
Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Misa Campo
Morning mist .
Morning mist is the name of the song that reminded me I have a heart this morning. This heart weighed heavy as i heard the ocean mist and piano. It reminded me of the music played in the background of a dramatic movie scene the main character’s world is turned upside down by tragedy, like when a husband dives into the river to attempt to unlock the sinking car his family is drowning in, but...
The picture’s exotic environment caught my eye. The setting is a tropical rainforest with a single rope bridge extending deep into the unknown. It’s the only path to take if I want to moving forward. I could just sit down and remain stagnant, but that’s not my style. I’m not deep in a rainforest or jungle to just stop here because I’m afraid, ya know? So I would brave...
April 2013
37 posts
For the rest of the week! 😒 definitely positive I do not want to be here for longer than necessary. I do not like it. But it doesn’t sit well with me that I am the source of my misery. Everyone is. They just deny this truth. But the longer I stay a spectator the harder it becomes to become the player. I haven’t accepted this fully. Not sure when I will. “if not now, when?”...
The game .
I’m feeling confident now and all I need is a venue To test my skills. I feel like this is going to become a part of my lifestyle. I’ll stick to night time because that is the time I am most comfortable doing this. With more experience I’ll be just as comfortable during the day.
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How appropriate that CISPA passed the House vote the morning of the Boston Bombing suspect shootout; and now we learn the plot was bred from the internet. Now the event can be heralded as a prime example for why this government needs to track your internet actions. Haters gon hate and Big Brother gon big brother.
stream of consciousness
I was meditating outside and I think I reached the present moment. It happened much quicker than normally and I felt a little less awkward doing it in public. Perhaps this was due to a me getting a few looks and one compliment from a woman due to my style. What is it about dressing well that drives girls wild? Do they expect me to be dashing, or articulate, or kind? I can assure you I am not...
Apostrophe ?
She will stand there and stare at me for longer than the average person. She notices when i dress well. She turns around when she hears me talk. She will talk loud, laugh loud, ask a stupid question with hopes I will notice her. She is trying to will me to talk to her. She makes herself available. What is it about me that attracts you? Im not smart or attractive. I only dress well and i do bot...
First rate madness .
There’s a book that shares the same title as this post. It’s about exemplary leaders who suffered from depression and the like. When times got rough, these men were able to lead countries because they were used to the bad life. They had a different perspective that came from the depths of sadness.
I want to learn to dwell beneath the surface and thrive during depression. That seems...
